I can’t think about that right now. If I do, I’ll go crazy. I’ll think about that tomorrow.
~Scarlett O’Hara in “Gone With The Wind”
We are down to the wire now, and are frantically working to finish packing everything up so we can load it all into a moving van this weekend. I have been on the phone disconnecting current utilities and services and trying to figure out which ones to connect at the new house. This time next week, we will be in Austin, Texas. It is all very surreal.
We have had lots of friends tell us they want to get together with us before we leave, but sadly, that time is past, and we have no choice but to focus all of our time and energy on the task at hand. I am not happy to be leaving North Carolina. This is my home. I love it here. I am leaving behind my dearest friends, my beautiful custom-built house, several beloved pets, and most of all, my oldest son and his new wife.
Am I grieving?? Yes! But, I must take the Scarlett O’Hara approach if I am to retain any shred of my sanity. I desperately hope that my friends understand that I am not being cold or unfeeling. I have no option but to ‘do the next thing’. I’m sure once we get settled in Austin, and everything starts to sink in on me, I will have many good cries. But not yet. I must think about that “tomorrow”.